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A Toast to Karyn and Kelli July 16, 2008

Filed under: 40th birthday, seth, south pacific — cheeseslave @ 11:00 pm

Kelli O'Hara in South Pacific

I want to thank reader Karyn Martin for commenting on a post and alerting me to the fact that the star of Broadways’ South Pacific, Kelli O’Hara is on vacation this week.

Karyn, thanks to you and the time you took to post. We were able to reschedule our trip so we can see Kelli O’Hara in South Pacific after all. YAY!!!

And thanks to Seth, who didn’t mind eating the cost of changing our flight — in fact, he insisted on it.

Karyn, I can’t thank you enough for alerting me to this. I will make a toast to you over bagels and cream cheese and NY pizza in the Big Apple.

This just goes to show you — one person’s voice does get heard. If there’s something you need to say, speak up! You never know who will hear you and who will benefit from it.

 

Lunch at Lilly’s July 10, 2008

Kate and I got to go to lunch today with Seth. We went to Lilly’s, a French restaurant in Venice where you can eat outside.

Seth and I both had moules frites (mussels with French fries) and Kate had duck liver terrine, olives, onion confit, and cornichons. She ate some mussels, too.

Lunch with Daddy

Lunch at Lilly's

Funny Kate

Hiding Under the Tablecloth

Duck Liver Terrine, Olives, Onion Confit and Cornichons

 

Summer Fruit Pies July 8, 2008

“When you die, if you get a choice between going to regular heaven or pie heaven, choose pie heaven. It might be a trick, but if it’s not, mmmmmmmm, boy.” — Jack Handy

We had a few people over for a BBQ on Saturday, to celebrate my 40th birthday. My friend Steven came over on Friday to help me make some pies and cobblers.

Steven Making Pie

Pie Crust

This is what a good pie crust should look like. See those hunks of butter? That is what ensures a flaky crust.

The trick to a good pie crust is this: You don’t want to handle your pie crust too much and overincorporate your fats. Also, start with very cold (frozen even) fat. You don’t want it to melt while you are working the dough. The more the fats stay together, the more air pockets you will create — which creates the flakiness.

This pie crust is made with 1/2 cup of lard (Steven rendered it at home and brought it over) and 1 cup of butter (KerryGold Irish butter — from grass-fed cows). The only other ingredients are unbleached white flour, cold filtered water, a little salt and a little stevia.

It is essentially the recipe from Jeffrey Steingarten’s The Man Who Ate Everything. (Except I used stevia instead of sugar.) This is the recipe I have followed for years, and it comes out perfect — I mean perfect — every time. The first time you read the recipe, it is a little intimidating. It’s like 9 pages long! But once you learn how to do it, you will never use any other method.

We also brushed a little milk and egg yolk onto the tops of the pies to give them that nice golden brown tan.

Here’s the blueberry pie before we baked it:

Blueberry Pie

And here’s the apple pie prior to baking:

Apple Pie

Here’s the apple pie:

Apple Pie

And here’s the apple cobbler:

Apple Cobbler

Cobblers originated on the American frontier — when they were in the stage coaches traveling west — they could not roll out the pie dough so they had to be creative.

We used organic blueberries and organic Pink Lady apples (I prefer tart green Granny Smiths but I could not find any).

We used rapadura instead of sugar. For the apple pie, I added a little orange-flavored Armagnac that I smuggled back from my last trip to Paris. I did not add any cinnamon or nutmeg - just a little vanilla extract.

Here’s the blueberry pie out of the oven:

Blueberry Pie

The blueberry pie was quite possibly the best pie I have ever tasted. I know, I’m being immodest. But it was!

We also made a cherry cobbler. Here it is before we baked it:

Cherry Cobbler

We used organic cherries, and rapadura instead of sugar. Plus some corn starch, a little lemon and vanilla extract. And a pinch of salt.

I didn’t make enough dough so this one’s a little short. But people ate it anyway.

It was really good with the rapadura. Not too sweet. You could really taste the fruit and it was not overpowered by sugar.

We also made raw homemade ice cream to go with the pies — made from Organic Pastures raw cream (from grass-fed cows), egg yolks, maple syrup, and vanilla extract. Because how can you eat pie without ice cream?

Here’s Seth feeding Kate ice cream at the party:

Seth and Kate on My Birthday

 

Edible Weed Sprouted Salad July 3, 2008

Filed under: artichokes, dandelion, dinner, edible weeds, gaps diet, kate, purslane, salads, salmon, seth, sprouts — cheeseslave @ 8:05 am

Edible Weed Sprouted Salad

Here’s the salad I made last night (all from local organic produce from the farmer’s market):

Dandelion
Purslane
Sunflower Sprouts
Tomato
Red Onion
Yellow Bell Pepper
Sprouted Red Lentils
Sprouted Peas

I dressed it with a red wine vinaigrette and some fresh lemon juice and sea salt.

We also had grilled salmon and steamed artichokes — served with melted Kerry Gold butter.

This is the first time I’ve ever eaten purslane and I loved it! Very lemony and crunchy and delicious.

And purslane is very nutritious:

Purslane provides six times more vitamin E than spinach and seven times more beta carotene than carrots. It’s also rich in vitamin C, magnesium, riboflavin, potassium and phosphorus. Source

Seth loved everything except the artichoke. He said, “This is too fancy for me. I don’t know how to eat it.” He only ate a few leaves.

I saved his artichoke heart. I’ll give it to Kate today with some melted butter for lunch, along with the leftover salmon.

 

The French Laundry July 2, 2008

Filed under: alice waters, anthony bourdain, chefs, french laundry, seth, susan spicer, thomas keller — cheeseslave @ 6:52 pm

Seth is out at business functions tonight so I am doing what I love to do when he is not here: watching cooking shows.

He hates cooking shows. “Why do we have to talk about food all the time?”

I love them.

And the one I’m watching now is especially good. It’s Anthony Bourdain’s “A Cook’s Tour”. And he’s eating at The French Laundry.

Some of you may know that Seth and I are not married yet. I say yet because it is just one of those things we have not gotten around to yet. Kate came sooner than we expected, and the next thing we knew we were up to our ears in diapers and baby puke.

I’ve been married before and did the whole nine yards — and Seth is not really the type to want a fancy wedding. He’d be happy just to go down to City Hall.

After watching this episode, I know what I want for my honeymoon. I want to eat at The French Laundry.

I have eaten at Alice Waters’ Chez Panisse. I have eaten at Susan Spicer’s Bayona. Those two meals were in my top five.

But now I want to eat at French Laundry.

So maybe we’ll get married in Napa or Sonoma and do a wine-tasting honeymoon. Or maybe we’ll go to Hawaii — and eat at the French Laundry before we go. I don’t know yet. I just know that I have to eat there.

PS: In this episode, Anthony Bourdain goes to Swan Oyster Depot and eats a plate full of oysters on the half shell, and a whole Dungeness crab with melted butter — for breakfast.

I admire that. I would do that.

 

Saturday Morning at the Farmer’s Market June 28, 2008

Saturday Morning at the Farmers Market

Here’s Kate and Cara (Annie’s daughter) this morning at the farmer’s market in Santa Monica. Cara’s eating fresh organic strawberries.

I’m so excited! I just happened to turn on the radio (I have Sirius radio in the kitchen — it’s wonderful) and guess what’s on? Kelly O’Hara, star of “South Pacific” on Fresh Air!

Kelli O'Hara in South Pacific

I can’t wait! I can’t wait! I can’t wait! We’re going on Friday night, July 18th. I just know I’m going to cry through the whole thing and make a big fool out of myself. Happy tears!

It is only my favorite musical of all time — and this is supposed to be a fantastic production — a multiple Tony award-winner. We got the last two tickets available.

OK, I better get to work. Lots to do! I have a duck to roast, kefir water to brew, gotta get my sourdough starter going, need to freeze my ice cream bowl. And tonight I’m going to make a delicious high-vitamin salad with purslane, dandelion, sprouted peas and red lentils, tomatoes, and yellow bell peppers. Everything organic and local from the market.

By the way, Seth did fine with corn tortillas last night.* Of course they were sprouted corn tortillas. He couldn’t digest the regular corn chips we had last weekend. So I think I am going to see how he does on some sourdough bread this week.

Oh! I almost forgot to report this! I’m so touched and feeling very grateful right now. When I met up with Annie this morning at the Organic Pastures stand (that’s where we meet every Saturday morning at 8:30), Maurice, who works the stand, told us that someone had donated some money to support us in our trip up to Sacramento this week for the congressional hearings on raw milk.

Isn’t that nice? I guess this person wanted to be able to go to the hearings but couldn’t — so s/he wanted to do something. And guess how much s/he donated? $200! Annie and I were totally floored. That pays for our hotel! Actually it pays for half of our trip — since the gas cost that much as well.

There are so many angels out there. It feels so good to know that people in the community support each other. Thank you, whoever you are. We really appreciate it so very much.

* I take that back. Turns out he didn’t do so well after all. I guess we’re going to be grain-free and on GAPS for a while longer.

 

Weight and Temperature Update June 22, 2008

I’ve got exciting news.

I weighed myself this morning and guess what – I’ve lost a total of 9 pounds. I’m down to 145 now. This is a new low. Still 15-20 pounds over my pre-pregnancy weight, but still! I’m happy! I had been stuck at 149 for months. I’ve lost 4 pounds just in the past two weeks.

The other good news is my temperature is steadily going up. Seth’s is, too. I didn’t get to take my temperature all last week since I was out of town, but for the past four days it has been over 98. Today I had a record high: 98.3!

Seth has also lost weight — he has lost 5 pounds in the past three weeks.

I’m sure it helps that we are taking the Iodoral and our temperatures are raising (hence, our metabolism is speeding up). But I think the bigger thing is that I’ve been eating less and he’s been doing an exercise boot camp five times a week. I’m so excited now, and I have so much more energy, that I’m ready to start getting back to exercising. I just couldn’t hack it before — I had no energy. But I’m ready now!

What’s my secret for eating less? I only eat when I’m hungry. I’m eating nutrient dense foods — just less of them.

I’ve used this technique before and it is the only thing that has ever worked for me. I’m normally naturally slim and never gain weight — but twice in my life (now three times) I gained extra weight and this was the only thing that worked.

What you do is you go by a scale in your mind of 0-5. Zero is not hungry at all and five is so famished you could faint.

You are only allowed to eat when you are a 3 or 4.

If you’re a 0 or 1, you don’t eat.

If you’re a 2, you have a teaspoon or two of peanut butter or a small piece of fruit or a handful of nuts or a small piece of cheese. That satisfies the craving and keeps you going for another hour or two — until you truly are hungry.

If you’re a 3 or 4, you eat.

You don’t let yourself get to a 5 (because that’s when you binge).

The only other rule is to eat as slowly as possible and enjoy and savor your food. You are only allowed to eat when you are hungry. This means, you have to eat slowly and not let yourself get full. If you think you’re starting to get full, stop and take a break. 90% of the time, you don’t go back and take another bite.

You are allowed (even encouraged) to eat whatever you want. The idea is not to deprive yourself — so you don’t feel the need to obsess about food or binge.

It really works. And you know — I’ve noticed that I’m almost never hungry in the morning. So I’ll have a little Dandy Blend with raw milk and that keeps me going until lunchtime.

The last time I did this, it was just after my divorce. I had gained 25 extra pounds. I used this method and I dropped the weight effortlessly in about three months — with no exercise.

I think the reason I was overeating was twofold: (1) I had gotten used to eating more when I was pregnant and nursing and (2) I was trying to rebuild my nutritional stores for the next baby.

I’ve decided to just try to eat more organ meats (liver, heart, kidney, etc.), as well as butter and cream. And lots of seafood! That should help to rebuild my nutritional stores — and I don’t have to eat as much. You’re going to see a lot more recipes for offal on this blog!

I’ll keep you posted on our progress.

 

Having a Heat Wave June 22, 2008

Filed under: 14 months, french food, julia child, kate, liverwurst, lobster, matt, sausage, seth, tripe — cheeseslave @ 4:06 pm

It’s so hot. Way too hot to not have air conditioning. It’s so hot in our house that we had to get out. We fled to the mall so Kate could play at the indoor playground.

Playing with the Big Girls

Kate's a Big Girl, Too!

Look at those girls next to Kate. They are 2 years and 18 months old, respectively. I can’t believe how big Kate is next to them!

Before the playground, we went to lunch at On the Border. We don’t eat out often, but I didn’t feel like cooking and we wanted to sit somewhere air conditioned.

Sunday Lunch

Kate had nachos and she loved them (like mother like daughter). Just the cheese and beans and chicken — not the chips and jalapenos. I usually bring her food with us when we go out to eat but today I didn’t. I think it’s totally fine to eat out every once in a while and not worry about it. Especially since she eats so well 99% of the time.

Kate just had her nap and we are relaxing now. She’s having a bottle and we’re both having a glass of Lillet and Pellegrino on ice — mmmm. Very refreshing. We’re watching Julia Child on “The French Chef”. I got it from Netflix.

We just watched the lobster episode. When we were kids, my parents used to feed us lobster pretty regularly. Fresh boiled lobster with lemon and melted butter. We loved it. We also got king crab ocassionally — that was my brother, Matt’s favorite meal. He loved king crab most, then lobster, then steak. All with lots of butter. My brother has a Frenchman’s palette. (And so do I.)

I was thinking about this. Remember how you used to always see a tank of live lobsters in the grocery store? I never see that anymore. When did that end? Did people just stop eating lobster at some point? Did lobsters become a lot more expensive?

We’re watching the sausage episode now (Okay, I’m watching it. Kate is playing in her playpen, quite happily — and Seth is ignoring it and working on his laptop.). Did you know that sausage casings are made from intestines? So, if you eat sausage, you’ve been eating pig and cow intestines. Sorry.

I really want to make my own liverwurst. Does anyone know where to get good quality natural sausage casings?

Oh goodie! This next episode is Tripes a la Mode. If you’ve never seen a cow’s stomach, it’s truly amazing. Absolutely huge! this is what I love about Julia Child. She gets so excited about things like cow’s stomachs and pigs intestines.

She’s talking about buying tripe and pig’s feet and veal knuckles at the local market. I’ve never seen them. Any of them. I guess pig’s feet and tripe went the way of the lobsters.

I’m going to fry up some chicken livers for Kate’s dinner. Serve it with some cantaloupe and butternut squash soup. That will make up for her lunch. :-)

 

Real French Fries June 21, 2008

Homemade French Fries

We had Steak Frites tonight. Wow — was it good! I got the steaks (grass-fed) from Rocky Canyon at the farmer’s market this morning. They were melt-in-your-mouth delicious.

I served the meal with Lillet Blanc (a French apertif that tastes like orange) on ice, watered down with a little Pellegrino and a slice of orange. Yum! Exactly the perfect drink when it’s sweltering hot outside and you don’t have air conditioning.

Not to toot my own horn, but this dinner was seriously amazing. The only thing that would have made it better would have been chocolate ice cream. (Next time, for sure!)

I know, I know, potatoes are not on GAPS. But Seth has been doing so well, we figured we’d give it a try. I have a feeling he’s going to do fine with it.

Seth said the fries tasted like In & Out (I think they were better). I fried them in beef tallow (which I rendered a few weeks ago from beef fat, also from Rocky Canyon).

The trick to French fries is you have to either cut them and then soak them in water (in the fridge) for 12 hours (or overnight) — or you have to parboil them (boil for 2 minutes). I did a combination of the two — soaked in water for 8 or 9 hours (I didn’t read the recipe far enough ahead of time) and then parboiled just for be on the safe side. Soaking and/or parboiling helps to prevent soggy fries. It seemed to work — my fries came out crisp.

(I followed the recipes from The Balthazar Cookbook for both the fries and the Steak Frites. They recommend soaking in water for 12 hours. I read online that you can simply parboil — I’ll try that next time.)

I was reading about French fries this afternoon — here are some things I learned:

The taste of a french fry is largely determined by the cooking oil. For decades McDonald’s cooked its french fries in a mixture of about seven percent cottonseed oil and 93 percent beef tallow. The mixture gave the fries their unique flavor — and more saturated beef fat per ounce than a McDonald’s hamburger.

In 1990, amid a barrage of criticism over the amount of cholesterol in its fries, McDonald’s switched to pure vegetable oil. This presented the company with a challenge: how to make fries that subtly taste like beef without cooking them in beef tallow. A look at the ingredients in McDonald’s french fries suggests how the problem was solved. Toward the end of the list is a seemingly innocuous yet oddly mysterious phrase: “natural flavor.” That ingredient helps to explain not only why the fries taste so good but also why most fast food — indeed, most of the food Americans eat today — tastes the way it does.

Open your refrigerator, your freezer, your kitchen cupboards, and look at the labels on your food. You’ll find “natural flavor” or “artificial flavor” in just about every list of ingredients. The similarities between these two broad categories are far more significant than the differences. Both are man-made additives that give most processed food most of its taste. People usually buy a food item the first time because of its packaging or appearance. Taste usually determines whether they buy it again. About 90 percent of the money that Americans now spend on food goes to buy processed food. The canning, freezing, and dehydrating techniques used in processing destroy most of food’s flavor — and so a vast industry has arisen in the United States to make processed food palatable. Without this flavor industry today’s fast food would not exist. The names of the leading American fast-food chains and their best-selling menu items have become embedded in our popular culture and famous worldwide. But few people can name the companies that manufacture fast food’s taste.

That’s an excerpt from an article in Atlantic Monthly by Eric Schlosser (Fast Food Nation). He’s saying that when McDonald’s switched from frying their fries in beef tallow to vegetable oil, they had to start adding “natural” flavors in order to make them taste good.

Natural flavors can’t be bad, right? They must be better than artificial flavors.

But they’re not.

“A natural flavor,” says Terry Acree, a professor of food science at Cornell University, “is a flavor that’s been derived with an out-of-date technology.” Natural flavors and artificial flavors sometimes contain exactly the same chemicals, produced through different methods. Amyl acetate, for example, provides the dominant note of banana flavor. When it is distilled from bananas with a solvent, amyl acetate is a natural flavor. When it is produced by mixing vinegar with amyl alcohol and adding sulfuric acid as a catalyst, amyl acetate is an artificial flavor. Either way it smells and tastes the same.

Yuck! It’s bad enough that fast food French fries are fried in rancid vegetable oil, an oil which is not at all suitable for deep frying. But in order to make them taste good, they have to add chemicals.

Why not just use beef tallow? That’s the way people have been frying French fries for centuries.

It’s because of this ridiculous notion that saturated fats are bad for you. And yet there is no evidence to back up that claim. Ancel Keys has been disproven.

One thing I keep coming back to… if you just look back at history, and review the kinds of fats we have been eating, it makes you question how healthy these vegetable and soybean oils are. We’ve never eaten this way — ever — in the history of food. So why is everyone so sold on it? If saturated animal fats like lard and tallow and butter were working for us for centuries, why are they being denigrated now?

Fats & Oils in the Food Supply: 1890 vs. 1990
(in descending order of market share)

1890
Lard
Tallow
Chicken Fat
Butter
Olive Oil
Palm Oil
Coconut Oil
Peanut Oil
Cottonseed Oil

1990
Soybean Oil (70% partially hydrogenated)
Rapeseed Oil, or Canola Oil (usually partially hydrogenated)
Cottonseed Oil
Peanut Oil
Corn Oil
Palm Oil
Coconut Oil

(source: Mary Enig, “Know Your Fats”)

People around the world have been eating saturated animal fats for centuries. This is the first century that we are eating vegetable oils. And look at the rise in heart disease, cancer, etc.

Coincidence? I think not.

 

What Kate Ate Today June 20, 2008

Filed under: 14 months, baby food, kate, lunch, raw milk, seth — cheeseslave @ 8:25 pm

Homemade Roast Beef for Lunch

Here’s what Kate ate today:

Morning Bottle: 5.5 ounces of raw milk formula

Breakfast:
1 slice of bacon
1 banana fried in bacon fat
2 eggs scrambled in raw butter

Mid-morning: Sippy cup with raw milk

Lunch:
Leftover homemade roast beef with white wine reduction sauce (made with pan drippings, beef stock and butter)
Leftover homemade butternut squash soup with raw cream
Organic cantaloupe and grapes

Afternoon:
Sippy cup with raw milk (normally I would do formula but I don’t have it together yet having just come back from our trip)

Dinner:
Homemade miso soup with homemade bonito broth
Salmon teriyaki (wild Alaskan salmon and homemade teriyaki sauce)
Steamed yellow squash and baby bok choy
Wakame seaweed
1/2 tsp cod liver oil

Bedtime:
5.5 oz raw milk formula

We all ate dinner together at 5 o’clock. It was fun! We are going to do that more often. Seth likes to eat early.

I forgot to give her her Lugol’s but she got plenty of iodine in dinner tonight. I also didn’t get around to giving her her Biokult but that’s OK. I didn’t give it to her on vacation either (which is probably why I’m out of the habit).

 

Roast Chicken and Ogo Watermelon Salad June 8, 2008

Filed under: beef tallow, butter, dinner, gaps diet, ogo, roast chicken, saturated fat, seth, watermelon — cheeseslave @ 7:44 pm

What a great meal, if I do say so myself.

I made the same salad from last night — it was that good. I love the combination of watermelon and red onions. And the ogo balances the whole thing with a salty sea flavor — the way anchovies complete a Caesar salad. Seth loved it too — ate every bite.

I also roasted a chicken and deglazed the pan to make a reduction sauce.

A perfect GAPS meal. Pastured chicken with good fat in a reduction sauce made from bone broth, and non-starchy vegetables with more good fat (salad with red wine vinaigrette).

I think I’m getting close to mastering roast chicken. The trick: baste as often as you can — with a little white wine and a LOT of butter. It came out so moist and delicious, with a crispy, succulent skin.

Shhh — don’t tell Seth. He gets upset when he finds out I’m cooking with fat. Last night I was rendering beef fat while I was making dinner. He got so upset when he saw me filling up three one-quart mason jars full of beef tallow.

“How much fat was in that dinner?!” he said.

“Uhhh… raw oysters, miso soup, seagrass and watermelon on a bed of greens — and short ribs. Some fat in the short ribs — otherwise, almost none.”

He thought I somehow injected all that beef fat into the various courses. I explained to him that I was rendering the beef fat independent of the meal.

“I have to do this in advance,” I explained. “I plan to use it for other things. I didn’t use it for this meal.”

He seriously thought I was rendering all that beef fat for that meal.

I’m going to try freezing the rest of the ogo. I read that it freezes just fine.

We never got around to eating the cherry coconut ice cream last night. After four courses, we were full!

I might have a bite or two tonight… before bed.

 

Food Choices: Local vs. Nutrition vs. Cost June 8, 2008

I’ve been thinking about this question a lot lately. How do you choose the best food to buy when weighing local vs. nutrition vs. cost?

There are a lot of people these days who are trying to eat a local diet. Local means eating food that was produced within 100 miles of your home.

There are online challenges that people track on their blogs. There’s the One Local Summer Challenge going on right now. And there’s people eating a hyperlocal diet, as in the 100 Foot Diet (which is where you try to only eat foods that you have grown yourself).

I think the local food (locavore) movement is wonderful. Food in America is transported, on average, 1500 miles from farm to fork. That’s just crazy! Just think of all the oil it takes for one meal!

I also think it’s important to try to eat food in season as much as possible. It’s always better to enjoy cherries in the summertime and pumpkins in the fall. Not only are they tastier when they are in season, but to me there is something special — even sacred — about it: a bowl full of cherries on the kitchen counter on a hot summer day and a pumpkin pie at Thanksgiving. Who would want to eat a pumpkin pie in the middle of July?

That said, I think you can get a little extreme with all of these blog challenges and lose focus on what is really important. I’m focused on rebuilding our health right now, and making sure Kate is as healthy as she can be. This is why I chose not to do One Local Summer.

One Local Summer would be easy for me to do. The rules are just to eat one meal per week with all local ingredients (excluding spices). One dinner a week? That would be no problem for me.

We get all our beef, pork, poultry, and eggs from local farmers within 100 miles from our house. Our honey and most of our vegetables and fruits are also local.

But our olive oil comes from Adam’s Ranch — 150 miles away. And most of our dairy (milk, butter, cream and cheese) comes from Organic Pastures — 200 miles away.

And there are many supplements we are taking that are shipped from all over. Who knows where they are produced. We take cod liver oil and probiotics and dessicated adrenal gland, among other things. I also buy various ingredients via mail order for Kate’s homemade baby formula (lactose powder, powdered gelatin, nutritional yeast, coconut oil, etc.)

I’ve been drinking Dandy Blend lately. So instead of coffee from Mexico or Costa Rica, the Dandy Blend comes from Ohio. I suppose I could make my own Dandy Blend, once my dandelion seedlings get big enough — but that won’t be for months.

I also regularly order liverwurst and hot dogs from US Wellness Meats (the local grass fed beef farmers do not carry these items).

I’m choosing not to do One Local Summer because that’s not really my focus. My focus is nutrition and health for my family. And I don’t want to lose focus.

I agree that is important to try to eat locally as much as you can. But at the same time, I don’t believe in making sacrifices at the expense of nutrition. Of course if money is tight, you have to do the best you can. But, for example, I would never buy local milk that was pasteurized when I can get raw milk from grass-fed animals that is farther away. And I only buy wine made from organic grapes now — and it’s not local.

I would also never buy pasteurized milk because it’s cheaper. Raw dairy products are so vital for health. I would buy raw milk even if I had to pay $20/gallon and have it shipped from the other side of the country.

That said, it is important to save money where I can so I can spend more money on other things. So, while I do buy raw butter from Organic Pastures, I also buy Kerrygold butter (sold at Trader Joe’s and Whole Foods). Yeah, it comes from Ireland and that’s pretty far away. And it is pasteurized. But it’s cultured and it comes from grass-fed cows. And it’s a hell of a lot cheaper than the Organic Pastures raw butter. My compromise: I use the Kerry Gold for baking. For light sauteeing and spreading on toast, I eat the raw butter.

I’m also looking into joining Azure Standard, an organic food co-op. Not local, but the prices are very, very good. For me, it’s worth it to save money where I can so I can spend more money on things like raw milk and cream and butter.

It’s really hard when you’re weighing all of these things. Local vs. nutritious vs. inexpensive.
I guess it just depends on what your priorities are. My number one priority is health for my family. Especially because Kate is a growing girl — she needs the best quality most nutrient dense foods I can give her.

I want to give her the best start I possibly can — especially because when she gets older, I’ll have a lot less influence on what she eats. Which means the time to build up those nutritional stores is now.

When you are feeding a child, the responsibility is awesome. Especially today. Fifty years ago, our food supply was a lot less contaminated (with genetically engineered foods, trans fats, pesticides, hormones, antibiotics, etc.) Up until the 1980s, McDonald’s was still using healthy fats (beef tallow instead of rancid vegetable and soybean oil like they use today). Fifty years ago, childhood autism, diabetes and allergies were rare. Today they are commonplace.

It’s not enough just to avoid those bad foods. Because physical degeneration due to malnutrition happens slowly over time — over generations. These days, I believe you have to do all you can to get healthy foods into your children — and you have to supplement.

Is it a coincidence that by the time I was 26, I had osteo-arthritis? I remember my mom’s reaction when I told her, “You’re too young to have arthritis!” It is no coincidence. Each generation is becoming weaker and more sickly on this fake and processed food.

Margarine instead of real butter, pasteurized milk instead of real raw milk, grain-fed beef and soy-fed chickens, high-fructose corn syrup or white sugar instead of honey or maple syrup, white flour instead of whole grains, genetically modified corn and soybeans in almost all processed foods, etc. etc. Just because you’re eating organic and/or local, doesn’t mean the cows ate grass or the chickens weren’t fed soy or the milk wasn’t boiled (which destroys all the enzymes and probiotics and many of the nutrients).

Seth and I are both recovering from 40 years of eating a SAD (standard American diet). We want to be healthy as long as humanly possible — so we can be around for our grandchildren!

If I have to choose between cost and location, the second priority is a tough call. But I’d have to say it’s cost. And not because I try to save money by buying cheap food. I don’t. But I do save where I can so I have more money to buy better quality.

Again, it comes back to nutrition. Kate’s over a year old now and I’m still feeding her homemade baby formula made with raw milk, raw cream, coconut oil, etc. I will continue to do so for quite some time. I wish I could breastfeed but I can’t (probably due to my own health challenges from eating SAD for so long). So this is the next best thing. And it’s not cheap. Nor is it local.

I also need to rebuild my nutritional stores for the next baby. So expensive superfoods and supplements are a must for me. And a must for Seth, with his health challenges past and present, also needs these as well.

I will always choose local over foods from a distance — but only if the nutritional quality is equal. With two exceptions: I will buy foods that come from far away if (a) we need them for our health (like coconut oil and cod liver oil) or (b) they are cheaper and allow me to buy other quality foods (like Kerry Gold butter for baking). If I save some money by buying KerryGold or buying in bulk from Azure Standard, that means I have more money for supplements.

 

Hawaiian Dinner: Oysters, Ogo Salad and Teriyaki Short Ribs June 7, 2008

Filed under: coconut milk ice cream, dinner, hawaiian food, ice cream, limu, ogo, sea grass, seafood, seaweed, seth — cheeseslave @ 10:11 am

Ogo

I found some good things at the farmer’s market this morning.

In addition to local raw oysters, I got some local red sea grass. It’s called ogo or limu ogo, and is grown in Hawaii, Japan, and here in Southern California. Here’s an article about ogo.

It’s very crunchy and doesn’t really taste like seaweed. And they say that nutritionally, it qualifies as a superfood.

I’m going to use it in a salad. I got some nice organic mesclun at the market yesterday. I also got some sprouted mung beans and pea tendrils.

I’m going to try a Hawaiian theme tonight.

Here’s the menu:

Oysters on the Half Shell
Miso Soup
Ogo Salad with Sprouted Mung Beans, Pea Tendrils, Red Onion, and Watermelon on a Bed of Mesclun with a Red Wine Vinaigrette *
Teriyaki Beef Short Ribs
Cherry Coconut Milk Ice Cream

* Toasted macadamia nuts would be perfect on this but I don’t have any that are soaked. I’m using watermelon because I have some on hand. I think beets would be good, too. Or radishes. I’ll taste it as I go along and we’ll see…

I think Prosecco will go great with this meal.

I’ve never made the cherry coconut milk ice cream but it sounds good, doesn’t it? I found delicious local cherries at the market yesterday. We’ll see how it turns out. Seth deserves a treat. He’s been working hard all week and he just started a new fitness program — one of those “boot camp” things.

I’m also trying to stick to my goal of making something with seafood 3 times a week. It’s so good for you.

 

Daily Photo: Look Ma, No Hands! June 3, 2008

Filed under: 13 months, kate, seth — cheeseslave @ 7:10 pm

Kate - 13 months

Don’t you want to pinch those cheeks and bite that button nose?!

She’s proud of herself because she walked today without holding on. Two steps in the morning and four steps in the afternoon.

Woo hoo!

 

Metabolic Temperature Graphs June 1, 2008

If you’ve been reading this blog for a while, you know that Seth and I are both suffering from adrenal fatigue (and possibly low thyroid function as well). I started supplementing with 50 mg of Iodoral per day, as well as dessicated adrenal gland a couple of months ago. Seth started taking the supplements a few weeks ago.

We are also off all sugar and starches (we have been on the GAPS diet for over a month). Seth is down to one cup of coffee a day and I’ve given it up completely. (This is all necessary for adrenal recovery.) We are also trying to get more sleep and relaxation (not so easy with two businesses and a baby, but we try.)

Additionally, we are taking a couple of grams of vitamin C per day. We are starting on licorice extract this week. We are also taking extra cod liver oil (for they thyroid), and sea salt in water (for the adrenals).

Dr. Rind has a great website with lots of information on how to recover from thyroid and adrenal imbalance. This page is all about how to chart your temperature.

We have been doing this for the past few weeks. All you have to do is take your temperature 3 times a day, ideally 9 am, 12 noon, and 3 pm. Then you take the average of those 3 temperatures and plot it on the graph.

If you take your temperature 3 times that day, put a 3 on the chart (put 2 if you only take it twice, and 1 if only once). There is also a space down below to make notes of any changes — for example, if something stressful happens or if you change something such as the amount of supplements you are taking.

Here’s my temperature graph:

Ann Marie's Metabolic Temperature Graph

The temperatures are along the left — on the vertical Y axis (in Celcius and Farenheit). The X (horizontal) axis represents each day. So you can see how I charted a number (usually 3, sometimes 2) on the X axis which represents my average temperature each day.

Obviously my temperatures are pretty low. And they are not stable. This signifies low adrenal function (and possibly also low thyroid function). Low temperatures are indicative of low thyroid (or hypothyroid) function, but they can also be indicative of adrenal exhaustion. Unstable temperatures (up and down) indicate adrenal fatigue.

Here’s Seth’s temperature graph:

Seth's Metabolic Temperature Graph

Seth’s temperatures are much lower than mine — and much more unstable. However, he started supplementing more recently. It also looks like his temperatures are beginning to stabilize — just in the past few days. We’ll see…

Here is what it says on Dr. Rind’s site about interpreting results:

Thermal activity reflects metabolic activity. A low temperature means low metabolism and vice versa. For example, the temperature typically found in someone who is old, frail, pale and weak is low and typically ranges from 95 to 97 degrees if no infection is present. A healthy person will have an average temperature of 98.6 degrees, but may have a 100 degree or higher temperature in a hyperthyroid state or as high as a 104 to 105 degree temperature if there is a fever present ­ these are high metabolic states.

Wide variability in daily temperatures indicates a weak adrenal function since the adrenal glands help the body maintain stability. Good adrenal function produces a stable temperature. As adrenal function improves, the temperature variability decreases and vice versa. As adrenals get stressed (either from emotional stress, excess metabolic stimulation such as excessive thyroid stimulation, or for other reasons), the variability increases.

In a hypothyroid state, the day-to-day averages are low and very stable. In a hypoadrenal state including adrenal exhaustion or adrenal stress, the temperatures are low and unstable — one day they may average 96 degrees and one to two degrees higher the next day.

It looks like Seth may be beginning to stabilize. I’m not really seeing any improvement in my chart yet — but I have been having some extremely emotionally stressful days, due to my current family emergency. So it may take me a while longer to recover. I’ll keep tracking it.

Note: It is imperative to get a good thermometer if you want to do this. Most thermometers are wildly inaccurate. Dr. Rind recommends the digital Lumiscope thermometer. I found it on Drugstore.com for $6.

 

Victorian Mini-Series and Classic Roast Chicken May 27, 2008

We are watching “Cranford” — a PBS documentary. This is one of the Emmy-nominated DVDs Seth gets in the mail (he gets a LOT of them) since he is an Emmy award winner. It’s one of those “for your consideration” DVDs.

“Cranford” stars Dame Judi Dench and is based on novels by Dickens and Carlyle contemporary, Elizabeth Gaskell (1810 - 1865). It’s very Jane Austen-ish.

I’m enjoying it very much. Seth is not really watching — he’s working on his laptop. I think he prefers “The Wire”, which is what we usually watch. I love “The Wire”. But sometimes it’s nice to watch something that appeals more to women. This is the kind of show I would normally watch with my best friend, Sarah.

I admit, it’s a bit sappy. It’s a miniseries after all. But it’s really interesting to watch — all the history. Plus I just love stories set in Great Britain. (Oddly enough, Sarah is “on holiday” in London right now.)

Tonight I made the roast chicken from Julia Child’s “Mastering the Art of French Cooking”. I didn’t follow her recipe exactly — there’s so much basting involved (every 10 minutes) and with a baby, that’s not so easy to do. I did my best.

I deglazed the roasting pan with beef stock according to the recipe — and the gravy that resulted was absolutely wonderful. When you deglaze the pan, you reduce the stock in half — so it’s just concentrated broth with plenty of good fat (the drippings from the pan plus extra butter). Not only is it delicious, it’s very good for you. The stock is excellent for digestion.

I also made patty pan squash (which I got at the farmer’s market). I sliced it, layered it in a pan, and added dollops of butter and olive goat cheese (also procured at the farmer’s market). I don’t know if Seth liked it (he didn’t eat much) but for me, it was almost as good as potatoes au gratin. And GAPS legal! (As long as you can do dairy, that is — Seth seems to be doing fine on it.)

 

South Pacific! May 24, 2008

Filed under: 40th birthday, ed, nancy, new york, seth — cheeseslave @ 6:15 pm

South Pacific

I’m so excited! I just watched the Charlie Rose Show — he was interviewing the director of South Pacific, currently running on Broadway.

I HAVE to see this. I’m not a huge theater person — I can live without Broadway shows most of the time. But I LOVE South Pacific. It’s my favorite musical of all time.

When I met Seth, I kept singing that song in my head, “A Wonderful Guy”. I even posted the lyrics on my blog a few days after I met him:

I’m as corny as Kansas in August,
I’m as normal as blueberry pie.
No more a smart little girl with no heart,
I have found me a wonderful guy!

I am in a conventional dither,
With a conventional star in my eye.
And you will note there’s a lump in my throat
When I speak of that wonderful guy!

I’m as trite and as gay as a daisy in May,
A cliché comin’ true!
I’m bromidic and bright
As a moon-happy night
Pourin’ light on the dew!

I’m as corny as Kansas in August,
High as a flag on the Fourth of July!
If you’ll excuse an expression I use,
I’m in love, I’m in love,
I’m in love, I’m in love,
I’m in love with a wonderful guy!

They spent 14 months casting this show. Fourteen months! It opened in April and it’s already up for 11 Tony awards.

Here’s a quote from the glowing New York Times review:

I know we’re not supposed to expect perfection in this imperfect world, but I’m darned if I can find one serious flaw in this production.

I’m turning 40 on July 4th this year. And we are planning to go to New York to visit Seth’s parents. So I’m going to buy tickets to see this show. This is the only thing I want.*

Nancy and Ed, I just want you to babysit. Now Seth has to come with us — he has to go with me to see this show!

I can hardly wait.

* Oh, and a trip to Europe or Hawaii in September. Seth already agreed to that. I better figure out where we are going…

 

Arsenic in Solgar Liver Tablets? May 23, 2008

Filed under: argentina, arsenic, beef, dessicated liver, groundwater, heavy metal toxicity, seth, solgar — cheeseslave @ 8:59 am

Some background…

Around January/February, I started having some odd symptoms — tingling and pins and needles in my hands and heart palpitations.

“Exposure to lower levels can cause nausea and vomiting, decreased production of red and white blood cells, abnormal heart rhythm, damage to blood vessels, and a sensation of “pins and needles” in hands and feet.
Source

My dentist (a WAPF dentist, Dr. Raymond Silkman) suggested in March that I could have heavy metal toxicity. I ordered a urine analysis and found that I have very high levels of arsenic. At first I thought maybe it was in the drinking water. Of course, I have only had filtered water since last October.

Also, Seth did the urine analysis, too, and he did not show high levels of arsenic. So that rules out anything he and I are both consuming. It has to be something I am eating that he is not eating. Which is not very many things.

I’ve been taking the Iodoral for over a month now and the pins and needles in my hands has reduced — the Iodoral helps the body chelate the heavy metals.

But the tingling in my hands is still there faintly, manifesting as a slight numbness.

I’ve been thinking and thinking — what did I change in my diet? What am I consuming that might have arsenic? I asked the Universe to solve this problem for me. “Show me where the arsenic is coming from.”

Ask and ye shall receive.

I got a comment from my friend this morning regarding liver. She wrote to ask if she should eat still liver when she can’t seem to find organic liver in France. I said, “You could always take a dessicated liver tablet.”

That’s when it hit me. I started taking Solgar dessicated liver supplements in October or November of last year. Solgar Liver tablets are recommended by the WAPF. I’ve been taking 6 per day to rebuild my nutritional stores after having Kate. Seth has not been taking the liver tablets.

I looked on the back of the bottle. The Solgar dessicated liver tablets are made from the livers of cattle in Argentina.

I did a little research online and found that there are very high levels of arsenic in the groundwater in Argentina.

In the region of Cordoba, Argentina, Arguello et al. (193 8) reported maximum levels of arsenic of between 0.9 and 3.4 mg/litre. Source

“In his presentation, Professor Smith cast some doubt on the role of nutrition in combating poisoning. His study in Argentina showed that Argentinians of European origin, on high protein diet (beef steak), have also been suffering from Arsenic poisoning since the 1930s.” Source

In Argentina, groundwater arsenic concentration in some places ranges from 100 to 2000 microgram/l. Reports from epidemiological studies in Argentina indicated that 0.3mg/l arsenic in drinking water resulted in increased incidences of hyperkeratosis and skin cancer with an increased consumption of water (Trelles, et al., 1970). Source

Is it possible that that I am getting the arsenic from the Solgar dessicated liver tablets? It certainly seems likely, based on the above information. I never had these symptoms (pins and needles and heart palpitations) before. And it is odd that only I have high levels of arsenic — not Seth.

I am going to stop taking them and see if the tingling in my hands goes away. If it does go away, I’m going to see about having these pills tested. I want to know if they have arsenic in them. Anyone know a scientist or doctor who has access to a lab? How do you send something in to be tested?

 

Chocolate Banana Coconut Milk Ice Cream May 21, 2008

This ice cream came out so delicious! Seth raved about it and actually asked for seconds.

And it’s a very healthy dessert. And GAPS legal! (I think… cocoa is legal, right?)

1 can (14 oz) coconut milk (I know, canned coconut milk is not technically legal on GAPS. If you are strict — which we are not — use coconut milk from fresh coconut)
2 TBS organic cocoa powder
2 TBS raw honey
1 very ripe banana
(I was going to add a bit of vanilla extract but I forgot)

Throw everything in a food processor or a blender and mix well. Transfer to ice cream maker and run for about 45 minutes.

This is a super delicious dessert. Very good for the thyroid, too. Maybe I’ll try adding a few egg yolks next time — and the vanilla extract.

PS: According to Bruce Fife’s book, “The Coconut Oil Miracle”, the average adult needs at least 3.5 TBS of coconut oil a day. This estimation is based on the amount of medium-chain fatty acids that are found in breast milk, and the daily amount required to nourish a baby.

Fife says that you can get the same amount of MCFAs in 7 ounces fresh coconut meat (about half a coconut), 2 3/4 cups dried, shredded coconut, or 10 ounces of coconut milk.

So, one smoothie with 2 TBS coconut oil and 4 ounces of coconut milk would be all you need for the day. Or, 2 TBS coconut oil (you can take it in a little warm water) and a bowl (6-8 ounces) of this chocolate coconut milk ice cream.

NOTE: Cocoa is not allowed on the GAPS diet (see comments). Whoops!

 

GAPS Diet: Day 25 May 21, 2008

Bristol Stool Chart

Seth’s stools have normalized! I finally saw it for myself the other day. I know, I know, the things I have to do.

I had no choice. I kept asking him what his stools were like and he would always say, “I don’t know”. So the other day I made him show me. And it was a Type 4 on the Bristol Stool Chart.

Konstantin Monastyrsky, author of Fiber Menace, says that Type 5 is ideal, and Type 4 is close to ideal.

Type 6 is borderline normal. Type 7 is diarrhea. Types 1-3 are all constipation.

To read more about the Bristol Stool Chart and what constitutes a normal stool, visit the Fiber Menace website.

This is after over 2 weeks of diarrhea, which came on after we started the GAPS diet. Prior to the GAPS diet, Seth had intermittent constipation and diarrhea.

I also had diarrhea after we started GAPS, but only for a week.

It’s interesting… Konstantin Monastyrsky says that most people do not think they are constipated. But they are! He says that you should pass stools with no straining or pushing. He also says that your stool should not be larger in diameter than a quarter. Nickel- or dime-sized is best.

I never had such skinny poops in my life. Not until I started on this GAPS diet. Now they are quite slender. I poop 2-3 times a day now, and it’s a Type 5.

Kate fluctuates between Types 5 and 6. I would like to know, what is the ideal stool for a 1-year-old baby?

Of course, then last night Seth had diarrhea again. I have been giving him butter for a few days now, and he seemed to do fine with it. Same thing with kefir. I thought maybe it was the tiny bit of cheese I gave him last night.

Then he confessed to me today that he had fish tacos for lunch.

“I didn’t eat the tortillas,” he said. “But the fish was fried.”
“Fried? Like in a batter?”
“Yes.”
“That’s flour!”
“Yes.”
“That’s illegal on GAPS!”
“I know. But I didn’t know they would be fried.”

So we think maybe that was what it was — the flour in the batter. Nonetheless, just to be safe, I’m not giving him any more cheese until the diarrhea clears up for at least a few days. I will continue to give butter and kefir; he seems to handle it fine. But we’ll see…

Sorry to get graphic about all of this but these things simply must be discussed. You have to look in the toilet bowl and check out your poop (before you throw the paper in). And you have to take your temperature with an accurate thermometer.

These are the things you must do to know if you are healthy. And they are easy, inexpensive things to do. Dr. Rind said as much in his lecture at the last WAPF conference. He said we need to take responsibility for our own health.

Photo credit: Fiber Menace